i cant do anything right...

i want my old self back again....

i just keep getting shit wrong...

i cant even eat normally anymore...

i keep getting called fat....

i wanna be beautiful, i wanna be someones first option, i wanna be everything im not....

i try and try but its not working, i try and be happy but im not...

just cuz i smile doesnt mean its true.......

i just like how when we were babies we cried loudly so are parents could here us but now we cry silently so they cant hear us.....