This year has been a very.....cruel, depressing, unhappy, miserable, painful, and full of hardships, broken friendships, and family problems, horrible grades, and trust issues, i can even go on and on...... many people think i am very happy, because i seem to smile, and look happy a lot, but in the inside, i am broken, anytime i feel merry, i just remind my self of how horrible, stupid, and awful i am, i don't even know how i have friends.